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try to keep your head up…

Last night, everyone at the party was either drinking, getting high, or popping pills.  It shocked me how much everyone had bottled up inside. Some people had it harder than others, but i noticed that we all had it hard.

One of the homies confided in me about his troubles at home and his girl problems. It hit me hard when he told me he thought about commiting suicide. I mean, this is a guy I met this year and he’s almost 18. But I understood what he was talking about, and thought about my life. Yeah, i fucked up alot, but i didn’t deserve this.

Too much to get into details about, just wow. And to think, there’s more she’ll tell me in 3 weeks. What if i never found out these things?