Tomorrow morning my “sister,” her daughter, and her girlfriend are back from the cruise. I don’t think i can stand seeing her face now that I know she’s not my blood sister. I’ve spent almost 16 years of my life being deceived. Whenever she’d hit me, I’d take it as “she’s doin whats good for me.” But now I know she just did it out of her own amusement.
I remember christmas eve when I was 3. The family had a party and all the adults got drunk. I guess I did something wrong and my “sister” who was 17 at the time got mad at me. She dragged me by the ear to the bathroom and locked the door. She beat me and I cried, but nobody heard, I guess they were all too drunk to hear me screaming. When she was done beating me I couldn’t even cry anymore, especially since she warned me not to, otherwise she’d beat me even worse.
Lookin back on this, I’m angry. Who is she to beat me. What right does she have to touch me. Well now i can handle myself. I don’t plan on stayin home when they come back. So just hit up my cell and idk, i’ll probably be sleepin over at someone’s pad.
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